I look at photographs over and over again. no, i stare on it! I left a lot of essential things in manila as i move to dubai so as not to exceed the minimum weight required for the luggage, but not my photo album! It’s been there 1 week before my flight. I’m a sentimental fool.
I adore dogs! They are like my kids. I carry them in my arms and put them to sleep. I like to caress the back of their ears and I feed them with my own hands. I try not to play favorites among my dogs but i can’t help it. I develop a special bond with my lil’ dog named anya. miss her so…
If you see me having “maps” on my face, or marks of scratches all over my body, don’t be afraid. I am not about to transform into a monster; or if while talking to u, i suddenly look like vomiting, don’t be offended, It’s an allergic reaction. I suffer from bad allergies. As my doctor puts it, im allergic to the world. My body reacts violently to to dust, strong odor, change in temperature, food , etc.etc.. Very depressing.
Im into one-on-one friendship. I am not a crowd person. I am rather reserved. I am more open if im w/ a person alone without an audience. It takes time for me to be close to someone and i try not to be too close to anyone because when i do, i cling. I become too attached that i can’t stand a day without seeing or talking to the person. I become irritating, i know..hehe.
I don’t easily give in to what my heart feels. I don’t always welcome attention from people. I don’t get attracted just like that. or maybe.. it’s just that i am too afraid to get hurt. For falling in love involves the risk of getting my heart broken, and im afraid it can’t handle it. I wish i were brave like the others.
i like writing my thoughts. I’ve kept a journal since grade school…i like staying in the kitchen and cook, or raid the fridge for food. i love to eat and i admit it, I EAT A LOT.. I enjoy decorating our house especially for christmas…I laugh loudly and im known for my notorious laughter, but i cry easily too, in silence. i enjoy simple things in life.. i am a simple girl but often misunderstood. Am I really that complicated?
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